Yeah I know you don't give fuck

cave is an ass

2006-10-02T03:45:21Z

you are an ass

iruleyourhorn @ 2004-04-19T23:42:00

2004-04-20T03:40:43Z

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh school and other things that stress me out....

i was watching "i want a famous face" on mtv and i think i want to get implants, ive always been so anti plastic surgery i know but if i could get a natural looking implant that would just take up to a large B cup i would be fine i dont want to look like pamela anderson or anything i just want to be able to fill out a bikini...im barley an A cup and i think it would do alot for self esteem if i could actually look good in a bikini or tube top...but i dunno i think i just want to look more like a girl...

iruleyourhorn @ 2004-04-13T20:16:00

2004-04-14T00:17:26Z

so i havent updated in about a month...ive had way too much shit going on thats more important than this...school ha! im suc ha slacker i never do my work on time, well its not that im a slacker i just work too much....work, sucks my ass but i did get a 75$ from a guy on easter....family same old same old caleb is still the best thing since sliced bread but mom is tore up about vickie....louisville vickie died about 2 weeks ago i had to go out of town it was sad and i cried alot but me my mom and sis all got tatoos in her memory....myself i got a tatoo of the breast cancer awareness ribbon hurts like hell but it was worth it i think i may get something on my back next kinda like jackies...friends oh same old same old we go out we come back to chads we chill but i have been talking to erin more which is cool...well i think thats it for anyone who cares to read this

i wish i was in daytona :(

2004-03-10T18:42:27Z

i cleaned out my closet today it was refreshing to get rid of all the things i dont need or have any use for...i wish i could do the same in my head to just clean out all the things i dont want to feel anymore it would let me focus on more important things like school and managing my money so i can make my insurance payments this month...i wish i could just forget about him and move on...ive done a good job with not seeing him or talking to him even though i want to soo much i know it would be a bad idea i,ve erased him from my life but its hard to not think about him...i heard the song "hands down" by dashboard it made me cry because it was our song we'd blare it on the radio in his honda as he drove the long way to ybor...thats what he always did things the hard way no matter what people said he did it his way and it was usually harder or longer or just plain wrong but he doesnt take advice or use good judgement but i loved him anyways....
ok that was quite a tangent i went on there but oh well i got alot of shit to get done today...my car was egged agian...greg schwaid needs to grow up and realize hes not in high school anymore so i washed it it needed it anyways i got alot of stuff done today and it isnt even 2 oclock yet....

iruleyourhorn @ 2004-03-03T15:15:00

2004-03-03T20:17:40Z

im really bored right now i just left chads house we watched back to the future last night im watching this thing about super models in the 80s on vh1....

iruleyourhorn @ 2004-03-01T22:15:00

2004-03-02T03:19:42Z

well im supposed to be doing homework right now but ireally dont feel like it ive been doing homework all day and its begginig to kill me, this weekend was the first weekend in a really long time where i didnt do shit all i did was work...well yesterday i went shopping and bought some pants and sunglasses....my sunglasses are gangstah...and my contact lense split in half which wasnt cool so now i gotta go and buy more and i really dont feel like spending my money on that but i guess i have to...blah blah blah...more things you dont give a shit about.....blah blah blah....

....boy you're just a stupid bitch and girl you're just a no good dick....

2004-02-25T03:37:14Z

that song has been in my head all day long...the weather today needed to die it was so nasty out i didnt even want to leave the house and do stuff ill prolly go to bed soon...i didnt get much sleep last nite...i had a test in my first class and busted it out old school style and killed it...i guess overwhelming anger is good for keeping your mind sharp!

he already tied the noose around my neck...and last nite he pushed me off the platform...

2004-02-24T15:34:18Z

ive never been this angry in all my life...i called phil last nite that was mistake number one....and hes already seeing someone...it made me feel really shitty....i fucking hate him...i deleted his number off my phone so i never call him again...friendship is definately out of the question...i cant believe him...he is such a liar...he said he still cared about me and wanted to be friends...yea right...he should have known this would kill me...its only been two fucking weeks since he dumped me!!!! obviously he cares more about seeing this girl than he did about having some sort of friendship with me...i feel like he cares more about the shit he scrapes off the bottom of his shoe than he ever did about me...I FUCKING HATE HIM!!!

iruleyourhorn @ 2004-02-13T23:44:00

2004-02-14T04:41:53Z

valentines day is in 15 minutes...i hate this holiday...i hate feeling like shit...ehg...

iruleyourhorn @ 2004-02-11T23:43:00

2004-02-12T04:46:36Z

you are lavender
#E6E6FA

Your dominant hue is blue, making you a good friend who people love and trust. You're good in social situations and want to fit in. Just be careful not to compromise who you are to make them happy.

Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working.

Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

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Extroverted (E) 62.5% Introverted (I) 37.5%
Realistic (S) 55.81% Imaginative (N) 44.19%
Emotional (F) 68.57% Intellectual (T) 31.43%
Easygoing (P) 63.89% Organized (J) 36.11%

Your type is: ESFP

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dont you wish that sometimes you could go back in time and not say something that you said to someone..i think on monday i said something i know makes me look like a desperate fool trying to cling onto a relationship that is pretty much over...i dont think hes going to call me back with any sort of answer but hes going to leave me here wondering until i give up and give in and move on.............moving on..................................
that movie last nite was crazy i feel really fortunate to be where i am and be secure and safe in my own home and not have to worry about getting shot out on the street somewhere im not a nationalist but i find it hard to hate this country im really lucky to be here and not some third world contry starving and living in a slum it really puts things into perspective....
.....................stuff im doing cus im bored.....................

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........................my two cents is over.................

mr. mozingo where have you gone??

2004-02-09T03:36:15Z

well lets see...today...nothing
i spent the night at cahds last nite and when i woke up to go to work there was no electricity...then i was 10 mins late because i forgot my apron and had to turn around and get it...i made 60$ which is decent...i came home and babysat he cried alot...then i went to bed now my night is consiting of watching the grammy's which are quite entertaining i must add...william said he would contanct me before monday to hang out...i think he forgot about me :(but anyhoo thats my day...
.................pork crisps..............................

iruleyourhorn @ 2004-02-07T19:47:00

2004-02-08T00:44:08Z

create your own visited states map
or write about it on the open travel guide

wow i need to travel more

iruleyourhorn @ 2004-02-06T23:10:00

2004-02-07T04:07:30Z

Here we are
It’s the end
I’m leaning against my car
I’m trying to be strong
Your lips touch my forehead
And your arms wrap themselves around my frame
I cry into your shoulder
I pull my head away so you can see my pain
(Oh god how I love you)
I want you to lean in for a kiss
Because I am not brave enough to
But it’s not to be
You just touch your nose to mine
And pull me closer
(Why are you doing this to me?)
I walk away
And try to compose myself
I thank you for the cigarettes
And I hold you one more time
For our last embrace
I get into my car
And listen to Pink Floyd
The entire way home

I bought a gown today....its fucking amazing

iruleyourhorn @ 2004-02-06T13:23:00

2004-02-06T18:24:44Z

well i suppose i should write about last nite it was fun then it was`sad then it was angry then it was tired that was last nite
..................................over.............................................

iruleyourhorn @ 2004-02-04T22:43:00

2004-02-05T03:46:48Z

well last nite was fun i got to see william which was good cus he makes me smile...and we watched ninja vs. zombie CINEMATIC GENIUS!!! and we played party manina max and luke are oh so hot....then today we went to an art festival which wasnt festive at all :( so we sat under trees then i went to work...and im done
...end scene...

iruleyourhorn @ 2004-02-02T20:08:00

2004-02-03T01:06:18Z

so i called phil today...poor idea...

iruleyourhorn @ 2004-02-02T17:18:00

2004-02-02T22:20:12Z

today was quite drab its my mother's birthday so im actually home for a little but which is different...ive been terribly bored i have some homework to do and thats all i have planned for this evening...i just woke up from my 2nd nap...i spent the nite at chads house last nite it was fun we ate firhouse and watched tv...im supposed to hang out with billy tomorrow id like that but he needs to call me so we can plan things...so i hope that goes through...

iruleyourhorn @ 2004-02-01T03:03:00

2004-02-01T08:08:32Z

well i would stay and chat but your a bitch....sorry chad just said that and i had to say it! but its 3 o clock in the morning and we are terribly bored and watching family guy.

...sigh...

2004-01-30T09:00:28Z

maybe i should just start wearing a sign that says "please break my heart"the worst thing possible happened to me today...phil broke up with me...i know im going to end up crying myself to sleep tonite...i went to the castle to get my mind off things it worked until i walked outside and remembered what happened earlier....i dont know what i did or what happened to bring this about i really dont know how i should feel about things...but i know im going to miss my baby...im going to miss every thing about him from his unforgettable green eyes to the way he held me at night everything is going to feel so strange with out having the one i love by my side...so phil if you ever read this...i will always remember and love you....

iruleyourhorn @ 2004-01-18T21:15:00

2004-01-19T02:16:46Z

well i dont know whats going on...you think things are good then they smack you in the face...phil is being weird i thought we had worked things out but i still dont know how to feel about everything..im confused and worried i loe him so much and the last thing i want is to lose him

iruleyourhorn @ 2003-12-04T08:45:00

2003-12-04T13:49:27Z

wow its been forever since i last did this thing...im sitting at school bored out of my mind until 930 my first class didnt meet so stuck i could have scored 2 exta hours of sleep goddammit...things are good i suppose im enjoying actually having a real boyfriend for once im hardly ever home anymore which is good cus my mom is annoying im finally living the carefree young adult like like i should...im waiting tables now..mad money which is good cus christmas eats my ass...over thanksgivivng i got a stomache virus my nephew brought home from daycare..no fun my whole extended family got it too..i dont know if im going to ky for christmas break it all depends on how well we are cus it seems everytime we all get together we all get sick...i miss erin i see her bf alot at school...shes always working but ill call her...here is a song i think of when i think of erin...but i dont want it to be like this anymore

A long time ago

We used to be friends but I
Haven't thought of you lately at all
If ever again (clap clap)
A greeting I send to you
Short and sweet to the soul I intend
Hoho ohohoh (clap clap)
Hoho ohohoh (clap clap)
Hoho ohohoh (clap clap)
Hoho ohohoh (clap clap clap)
Come on now honey
Bring it on bring it on yeah
Just remember me when
You're good to go
Come on now sugar
Bring it on bring it on yeah
Just remember me when

It's something I said
Or someone I know
Or you called me up
Maybe I wasn't home
Now everybody needs some time
And everybody knows
The rest of it's fine
And everybody knows now
Come on now sugar
Bring it on bring it on yeah
Just remember me when
You're good to go
Come on now honey
Bring it on bring it on yeah
Just remember me when
We used to be friends
A long time ago
We used to be friends
A long time ago
We used to be friends
A long time ago
We used to be friends
Yeeeeeaaaaahhhhhh
Eeeeaaaahhhhhh
Hoho ohohoh (clap clap)
Hoho ohohoh (clap clap)
Hoho ohohoh (clap clap)
Hoho ohohoh (clap clap clap)

A long time ago
We used to be friends but I
Haven't thought of you lately at all
If ever again (clap clap)
A greeting I send to you
Short and sweet to the soul I intend

We used to be friends
A long time ago
We used to be friends
A long time ago
We used to be friends
A long time ago
We used to be friends
Hoho ohohoh (clap clap)
Hoho ohohoh (clap clap)
Hoho ohohoh (clap clap)
Hoho ohohoh
~~the dandy warhols
~~we used to be friends

lets see...

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this. You like music all over the map and
aren't adversed to listening to some Top 40
here and there. You just know to comment that
The Neptunes are the best producers around
right now. You don't feel the need to debate
constantly with other music geeks, because you
know that Pavement were the best band of the
90s.

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wow those guys are hot...

im actually happy again!

2003-10-29T00:47:50Z

well i have a new boyfriend now he is the sweetest guy EVER! so much better than the riff raff ive daed before his name is phil and hes the greatest!!! im happy :)

iruleyourhorn @ 2003-09-30T14:51:00

2003-09-30T18:54:15Z

the weather was so nice today...i cant wait until it gets really cold...i wore a long sleeve shirt for the first time since like april it really wasnt that cold but i wanted to wear cus i had just bought it from american eagle....
dont you hate when you feel like a friend has put you on the back burner...well im on 2 back burners now...it fucking sucks...i wish i was still in high school...

iruleyourhorn @ 2003-09-15T21:32:00

2003-09-16T01:19:39Z

i finally got my internet access back it only took my dad like 2 months imagine that! well nothing really has happened in a while my sis movede back in and had her baby she also beat the shit out of jason today which was neat!

iruleyourhorn @ 2003-07-10T18:29:00

2003-07-10T22:20:15Z

its been a while since i updated nothing really has been going on i went to the beach and styed with chad for 2 days that was fun we watched movies and went to the sea bird sancuary and ate pizza...

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The heroine of the Wonderland tales, you are filled
with curiosity and random inquiry.

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